Thinking about my future…


Hello, my lovely followers and readers of my blog! I hope you haven’t missed me that much! 😉 

 I hope you are all okay and if you aren’t feeling ok. Just remember that’s it ok not to be ok and I hope you can get the right support you need and if you want to talk please remember that I’m here and the correct charities are here to support you!

If you haven’t seen my recent blog post.

Please check it out, my loves! 

I have times where I’m up all night where my brain doesn’t switch off. My brain just carries on with so many thoughts that make me stay awake all night. Well, I was thinking about the whole future of my life. 

Like at the moment, I’m still classed as ill. I’m still with the outpatients with the mental health services.  So, I’m not fit enough to put stress back on myself. As I’ll go straight back down. But you know what’s kept me going? My best friends and my blog. 

My dream is to be a mental health nurse but you know what? If I can’t be that due to my illnesses and my ability to cope with stress. I have my blog. I’d love to continue this journey with you guys. 

I’d love to be a motherhood blogger when the time comes and when I meet someone in my future. 

I’d love to document my life with these illnesses. I want to be the best mum I can be. I want to help tackle stigma also. 

I have a backup plan. But at the moment.. I’m ill and I need to recover before I can even think. I can even look after anyone else.

I’m not mad. I just need to take one day at a time and you know what? That’s ok. 

Please join the family and let’s spread awareness and end stigma what is attached to mental health and mental illness and start this journey together! 

Till next time! 

With lots of love!

Shannon Diana xx


Mental illness isn’t going to get the last laugh. I am

I fight for my health and for other people’s health every single day in a way most people won’t understand, we aren’t lazy. We are warriors! 

If you don’t feel like talking to yet, I’ll always be here and I’ll help out any way I can. You aren’t alone. 

I know how it feels to be pushed aside. But listen, you are amazing and I’m proud of you so much. 

Just so you know, it’s okay not to be okay you know, even the happiest person in the universe has their bad days. You can get through this dark hole. I believe in you. 

You are loved. You are worth the fight. You are more than your illnesses, you can fight this I believe in you. You are flawless. You are fabulous. You aren’t alone. You are amazing and I’m proud of you all. 

You can beat these thoughts. I believe in you. I will always be there for you even if it’s on the internet or email or even in person one day.  You are loved. You are needed in this world because you are YOU. You are badass for battling mental illness daily. I care about every single one of you. You are more than enough. You don’t need to please anyone else.

Here is some numbers to contact if you are experiencing a mental health crisis: 

Samaritans- For everyone! 24 hours, 7 days a week: 

Call this number – 116 123 

Email address is 

Campaign Against Living Miserably (CALM) – For Men!  5pm to midnight every day.

Call this number: 0800 58 58 58 

Webpage chat room if you don’t want to phone the link is: Webpage Chat

Papyrus- For people under 35! Monday to Friday 10am to 10pm. Weekends 2pm to 10pm. Bank Holidays 2pm to 5pm. 

Phone number: 0800 068 41 41 

Text Number: 07786 209697


Childline- For children and young people under 19. 

Call 0800 1111 (Number won’t show up on your phone bill) 

The Silver Line- For older people 

Call: 0800 4 70 80 90 

In the US: Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 or the National Hopeline Network at 1-800-784-2433

In Austraila- Call Lifeline Austraila at 13 11 14

In other countries- Visit ISAP OR to find a helpline in your country. 

Other places you could go or ring in a crisis in UK: 

  1. Call your GP- Ask for an emergency appointment. 
  2. Call 111 – Out of hours- They will help you find the support and help you need. 
  3. Contact your mental health crisis team if you have one. 

If you would like to contact me for PR or any collaborations or even support if you are going through a bad time. Please follow my social media accounts and email me.

Instagram- @Shannondianaxx  

Twitter- @SDianaax 


25 comments on “Thinking about my future…”

  1. Hi. Sorry to hear you aren’t feeling 100% but that’s okay. Remember that you may be feeling and dealing with these things but that doesn’t define you. That’s not who you are. If you want to go and chase a dream, do it. It doesn’t happen overnight, and it’s bound to be an uphill climb but when you get to the top your view will be amazing. Keep continuing and good luck x

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  2. Hello Shannon , I really love your post , and can relate to what your saying from my daughter’s perspective, it is what she is concerntraiting on right now .look forward to seeing more of your journey. 😁


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