13.02.2019 – The Day What Changed My Life

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Hello, my lovely followers and readers of my blog! I hope you haven’t missed me that much! 

I hope you are all okay and if you aren’t feeling ok. Just remember that’s it ok not to be ok and I promise you can get the right support you need if you reach out to someone and if you want to talk please remember that I’m here and the correct charities are here to support you!

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Please check it out, my loves! 

Hello my loves, Hi, how are ya? It’s nearly the weekend. Wooooooooo Hooooo! 

 Happy Valentines & Happy Galentines day!!

As you seen that on my blog that I write about mental health.. Well Wednesday 13th 2019 has to be the best but worse day ever. I finally got a diagnosis after battling nearly ten years and slipping through the net with mental health issues.

I got diagnosed with a bipolar affective disorder mixed episode which means I am fighting Depression and Hypomania at the same time! Just my luck!

Today I am having a real bad day with my depression. The voices have gotten bad and I keep hearing you’re going to get hurt and everyone hates you 24/7. Yesterday was a full of energy day and I was feeling so happy and was feeling so confident. I went out and I stayed out till half 7.

I think this has to be the best but worse day of my life because 1) I know I have an illness and I am glad for constantly fighting for answers. 2) This day is my start of recovery. The bad and the good times.

Wednesday 13th February 2019 at 10.45am in room 105 at Portland Road.

I won’t ever forget that date. It’s the date I’ve been proper diagnosed with Bipolar Affective Disorder Mixed Episodes.

I’m not ashamed because it just like a physical long-term illness. I’ll live with this all my life.

You know what? I’m fine with that. Because with its negatives. It has brought positives. I know who my real true pals are. I’m highly creative & I’m helping other people.

Today is the start of my journey to remission & I’m going to beat bipolar ass! 👊🏻

Till next time!

With lots of love!

Shannon Diana xx

Mental illness isn’t going to get the last laugh. I am

I fight for my health and for other people’s health every single day in a way most people won’t understand, we aren’t lazy. We are warriors! 

If you don’t feel like talking to yet, I’ll always be here and I’ll help out any way I can. You aren’t alone. 

I know how it feels to be pushed aside. But listen, you are amazing and I’m proud of you so much. 

Just so you know, it’s okay not to be okay you know, even the happiest person in the universe has their bad days. You can get through this dark hole. I believe in you. 

You are loved. You are worth the fight. You are more than your illnesses, you can fight this I believe in you. You are flawless. You are fabulous. You aren’t alone. You are amazing and I’m proud of you all. 

You can beat these thoughts. I believe in you. I will always be there for you even if it’s on the internet or email or even in person one day.  You are loved. You are needed in this world because you are YOU. You are badass for battling mental illness daily. I care about every single one of you. You are more than enough. You don’t need to please anyone else.

Here is some numbers to contact if you are experiencing a mental health crisis: 

Samaritans- For everyone! 24 hours, 7 days a week: 

Call this number – 116 123 

Email address is Jo@samaritans.org 

Campaign Against Living Miserably (CALM) – For Men!  5pm to midnight every day.

Call this number: 0800 58 58 58 

Webpage chat room if you don’t want to phone the link is: Webpage Chat

Papyrus- For people under 35! Monday to Friday 10am to 10pm. Weekends 2pm to 10pm. Bank Holidays 2pm to 5pm. 

Phone number: 0800 068 41 41 

Text Number: 07786 209697

Email: Pat@papyrus-uk.org

Childline- For children and young people under 19. 

Call 0800 1111 (Number won’t show up on your phone bill) 

The Silver Line- For older people 

Call: 0800 4 70 80 90 

In the US: Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 or the National Hopeline Network at 1-800-784-2433

In Austraila- Call Lifeline Austraila at 13 11 14

In other countries- Visit ISAP OR Suicide.org to find a helpline in your country. 

Other places you could go or ring in a crisis in UK: 

  1. Call your GP- Ask for an emergency appointment. 
  2. Call 111 – Out of hours- They will help you find the support and help you need. 
  3. Contact your mental health crisis team if you have one. 

If you would like to contact me for PR or any collaborations or even support if you are going through a bad time. Please follow my social media accounts and email me.

Instagram- @Shannondianaxx  

Fitness/Gaming Instagram– @FitGurlShan

Twitter- @SDianaax 

Email- ShannonDianax@outlook.com

Facebook Page- Mental Health & My Life

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4 comments on “13.02.2019 – The Day What Changed My Life”

  1. Hey Shannon. So glad you have finally got a diagnosis. If you ever feel lost or need any support give me a shout. I also have rapid cycling bi Polar so I battle both depression and mania within hours of each other. But if a rollercoaster but I’ve learnt to ride it quite well. I hope you are ok?

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