Category: Grief

Will you come and join the family? 

You might be wondering what on earth is she going on about..  So, I’m going to tell you.  I’m starting a YouTube channel again. I’m not deleting my blog. I’ll still be posting on here and there. I’m ordering my ring light and camera hopefully Friday after paying my bills & sorting my birthday money

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There must be heaven in this hell that I’m living.

Trigger Warning- Talking about self harm & suicidal thoughts & substance abuse & self-esteem issues.  Hello everyone,  I had a bit of time of blogging for a bit as my mental health has been declining again and I want to bring out epic and honest content. I wasn’t okay, I was mentally exhausted. I know

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Losing a parent at a young age, you lose most of your childhood and you’ll have to grow up pretty quick.

Trigger Warning – Talking about the death of a parent and other triggering things.  I want you to listen to this song. It has helped me through the tough nights.   I want to be raw as it still hurts to this very day. I don’t want to sugarcoat anything as losing a parent is utterly

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Let’s talk about death.

Trigger Warning – Talking about Death & Grief & Cancer.  Death – The end of someone’s life. Death seems to be a taboo subject. It comes across as a scary and morbid word.  Sometimes we have to face death earlier than we wanted. Sometimes we won’t come across death until we are older. Sometimes we

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It’s the memories that mean the most

Trigger Warning- Talking about grief.  I’m currently listening to MIST. He’s a rapper. He’s originally from Birmingham and I kinda relate to him. Our moms aren’t alive. Where he uses music to help him. I use this blog and writing sorta helps me out! Also, a good old cry is good at times.  I miss

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